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Things are going good.
Theres this boy (:
he makes me smile (:
&& good friends.
&& having time to think.
I’m happy to be making better decisions for my life (:
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Maybe you’ll read this since your subscribedc to me.
I’ve been wondering what the fuck I did to you. You wont return my
Calls or my letters. Are you made I moved away?
I was hurt when you ddi but I never stopped reaching out to you.
I miss our friendship terribly.
I don’t want you back in my life I need you back in my life.
I don’t know if we ever will work out but I need you friendship.
I need your love.
Whatever I did to hurt you I wanna know. I wanna make it right.
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So I’ve made a few more friends besides kenna and kira. There’s taleah, luke and mike too now.
I applied for dept manager but didn’t get it.
My mom came to visit that was cool.
I’m still home sick but at the same time happy here.
Idk.
stealing this from andrea. day 1. 10 secrets
- my best friend of all time is irena mary babicz. i never see her hardly at all…and now i wont see her for atleast a year but i know that she is the greatest friend who has ever entered my life. when the whole world walks away from me…she never will. i love her to death and beyond that.
- i am terrified of screwing up living in alaska. im busting my ass trying to find a job and im happy to have had 4 interviews so far :)
- living here was something i wanted to do before i died…so im glad i made it.
- i fear that the world may end in 2012…and im afraid i wont get to do all i wanted to do before then.
- for awhile i couldn’t sleep without his jacket. even though he left me. it was a hope he’d come back like he did before. and he did. but after all the fucked up things he did…i could never take him back again.
- the dumbest thing i ever did was smoke salvia and let him drive. he almost killed us and one of my best friends.
- dave is one of my closest guy friend ever. we have many things in common and we have influenced each other alot in two years.
- i named my tattoo of a fairy laura after a baby my mom was pregnant with and lost. i dont know if the baby was a girl or boy but she said she felt it was a girl and if it had been she would have named it laura.
- there are two people i want to be with. one we have already been. i love him but we just fight too much and i feel we both have alot of growing to do before we could ever be officially. the other is friends with the last guy i was involved with. he is great to me…but i don’t know how he would ever feel about me.
- i am happy with my life now…so much happier than ive been in the past. that doesn’t mean that i don’t get down alot…because i do..but everyone who has known me for a long time has told me i seem and act happier than i have in a long time.
